Catmarie17

Well then, I haven't written one of these in a while. To put it simply i've been lazy, and working on school stuff, so i haven't quite had time to upload anything. At least i finally got around to finishing the 5th installment of Luminaria, it is very long and i am very proud of it. Though it probably has the least amount of editing due to laziness and a need to just get it out there. The next installment is actually almost done since it is part of the 5th one, the 5th was getting way to long so i finally broke it up into 2 parts after about 13 pages. So the 6th installment will be the last one, about 4-7 pages and then i get to start writing

OH ITS THE MOST HORRIBLE TIME OF THE YEAR!!!    Thats right boys and girls its time for school to start!!! So the rush to finish my summer assignments last minute has disabled me from being able to post things here. Even now i'm just doing this entry between chores and assignments. Of course my mom decided that this weekend (when i have to get all my assignments done) was when we were going to clean. I probably wouldn't have this problem if i'd just gotten everything done earlier, but my tendency to procrastinate is just too horrible. The only up side to all of this is the fact that this is my last year in high school, of course it is also

I feel amazing. I mean normally i only do things until i loose interest, and that usually happens pretty quickly, especially when it comes to writing on my own. For some reason without a goal i can't get anything done. Now though that's not the case. I feel like i have a reason to write and publish my work online, even if only two people look at my stuff i still love it. I always think that no one is watching and that all my works go by unnoticed by the people around me. It's hard to stay motivated about anything when I feel that way, but even if only two people ever look at my stuff it means so much to me that I feel like i can really do it.